♕ ONCE UPON A TIME

i have this horrible habit of not answering texts when people need to hear something most. not because i don’t want to but because i read the text then close it and give myself time to think of a response and end up forgetting

but i don’t want to at the same time but still

i just want a girl friend who i can text gucci mane lyrics all day and vent about my boyfriend without being judged and she can come over and take shakur out with her for a day so i can relax and she will always be down to do ignorant ass illegal shit and when i say “i’m bored lets go to dave n busters” she’s just like  ”k come pick me up” and she’ll have  blunt rolled and a fruit salad when i get there and we’ll play dance dance evolution high as fuck and the asians will be like yo. they’re ill.

where are you????????????

sorryforpartybarackin:

leave me alone but also give me constant attention

flockas:

digivolves:

who the fuck uses email still

people that need an appropriate way to tell their professors that they will suck some big things for an A!! Can I get an amen!!!

people with legit jobs

First my muffler is like dragging on the fucking ground. Sooooooo I was too scared to drive the 10 mins home because I thought it would fall off and a sixteen wheeler would crash into me and I’d die

SO I had my boyfriend tie it up. Problem solved yay now I can go sleep in my bed and get back to my diaper pail so I don’t have to take out the trash every time this guy makes a poop and -

Oh. Now my keys are MIA. No, like really gone. I turned this fucking house over more than three times looking for this shit, looked thru the garbage and everything. My shit gooooooooone.

SO I’M STUCK.

Luckily I work up the block so my boyfriend will pick me up and drop me at work tomorrow. And then my grandpa will give me my spare when he gets here from his house.

Being at my grandmas house itself isn’t so bad; the worst part is my phone charger is at home so my phone has also been dead since Friday. And theres nothing to eat. AND MY WALLET IS LOCKED IN MY CAR.

But like ugh

Can someone just shoot me? Please?

I just wanna be in my bed at this point. I’m tired of not washing my face with neutrogena and not having a play area to put shakur in.

Uuuuuuuuuuuuuugh. My first day sober after I decided to not spend anymore money on weed and I lose something like a fucking doula. I need a blunt bro.

Goodnight niggas.

• laying next to my stuffy nosed baby in bed
• today i had to pay a $500 phone bill so im kinda broke right now
• life is good, everything is good
• the one person who has been stressing me with the problems in their life is making an honest effort to make everything better.
• i’ve had a lot of good, genuine company this week. i don’t get that much. people i can realllyyy be myself around.
• my son is eight 1/2 months old. pushingggg a year. i don’t want my baby to grow up justplzstaymybaby.
• i live
• i took him to the park for tthe first time a few days ago. he had a goddamn blast on that swing.
• i’m ranting at this point but the amount of love i have for him surpasses any negativity that comes into my life so i’ve kinda been on a natural high since i’ve had him, just everything else at this point in my life is also so perfect
• i have $800 in tickets to pay. i have court on the 19th for it though so hopefully i can get them to lower it at least? i’m hopeful
• i forgot how much i love blogging. i’m much better with words when i’m not speaking…if that makes sense
• ok goodnight